
January 1st
The colors surrounding the lake tonight, even if absent of the fireworks, were like melted crayon pastels painted before the eschaton advancing towards us like the chariot of God
the fireworks were still super bad ass tho
4th of July
I’ll let the coffee waft waving through the house rich like
sunlight through cracks and slits and windows-
meanwhile Austen jets off to church (for salvation)
and Henry heckles a hundred dollars (for savings)
I think we are young and unsure of how to exactly
frame questions concerning the genuine laughter
and sudden fits of tears
(at least we all feel something similar). Across the street
two oak trees stand, and from Peter’s couch
I have studied for a year as they have shifted
with every season and color, yet remained steadily confident-
I don’t think the answer is there, but doesn’t it phrase the question
in a way that makes you say ‘yes, yes’?
I know that I am young and unsure, but I am becoming filled
with candor, and generosity, and strength, and appreciating
something simple and enchanted, like this smell of sunshine
mixed up with my cup of coffee. It isn’t just
dancing I hope for (I do), but I also hope to wrestle
with God for a blessing, to climb a ladder
and awake saying “this place is holy”